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all that's orange & green...willの哲学 October 15 thank you.seeman gets first mention cause he reminded me of the times i had on here. he's always been a curious one and i thank him for caring in such a way at least to the happenings and wonderings in my own world. he has always been quite sharp with his eyes and his mind, he's often been someone who can read a few levels into what you say and write. conversely his own point of view has always been wonderful to share. mel gets second mention i think for always being very quick and honest with her comments. always encouraging and curious as well, albiet a little different to seeman's style, but still has been kind enough to give her time for a read of this lil blog of mine. mel's probably commented the most numerously on this site and it's always interesting to bounce ideas and things off her. chee, ah well, always around to give a funny or kick in the bum sort of quip, quick humour and simple adfice, no frills sort of thing. my english will never be at his level, but it';s thanks to his and phil's corrects have i improved a little since year 12. yet another important comment giver to this often rambling and ranting blog of mine. phil, is one of a few who can also sift through all the crap i ramble on about, and understand, where as most ppl will not. cracks me up with comments as well and definitely another great blogger that i used to look forward to reading, back in the days when we all blogged. and special thanks to other readers who have come by and also those who have commented as well like dan, e, shannon, jim, dil, mary, jenga, albert, rod, julie, sonya, patty, rita and anyone who i might have forgotten to mention, thank you. it's a been over three and a half years. that's quite something and although for the last few months i've been dormant ah, this blog has been a great soapbox and balcony type of thing for which i have mumbled, talked out, yelled and screamed things out. into the open and off my chest ahh ye good times. things that have been shared here were how i really felt at the time or very close to. i dont feel sad leaving this place, as i sort of did leave it some months ago, we drifted apart i guess. however, the feeling of typing like this, straight from the top of my head and posting it out to others and getting responses, it's always gonna be with me and who knows, there might be a return. i dont think i can lose my liking for this pleasant process. i know when i read back on these entries, oh they will be funny and they will jog my mind back to those days when i sat and typed for long periods of time and tried to think up interesting titles and poems. good times, good times, good times indeed. but ive got to move on. time isnt as free as it used to seem, and well ive begun to understand myself a bit better, probably through here a bit and well just living. looking back, damn i really did write heaps and am ye really thankful for those who took the time to scan through all the mumbo jumbo i dished out lol. quite a feat guys :]. um, well that's about all i can think of to say at this moment. take care readers and friends, au revoir signing out (for now) james morrison - you make it real will. ALL GOOD. June 16 rethinking.bonjour defeat.
for you i pray tonight
i only hope you'll be alright that you smile again and see your fragile heart mend there is more that i would say
if i could just show you the way more than what i could do to rescue you from you definitely easy amused
always wearing a face bemused i know it was never so easy don't try and remember, keep it hazy sorry i made a mistake
sorry i asked for more than i could take maybe it was a phase i hope or maybe that's how im trying to cope there is a lot more i wish for
more than i could afford or reveal what i have always known about you to me you have never shown thought i could say it all
find my voice to take the fall protect you with my best shield you from the worst but it is all the same
this is me all over again in afraid to lose you, i lost me risking it all now isn't something i can see so this is goodbye
this i say with a deep deep sigh it was never ever spoken but this is enough, already broken still i wish you happiness
that you keep your smile, your best for though i have lost you know you won't have lost me, adieu ---
i spent a few hours today reading jason mraz's blog entries. he is one cool and collected musician. he definately inspires me. i tihnk i might catch him when he comes down in august. he covers a lot of things in his blogs, lately he's being giving humorous travel tips, inspired by his recent world tour i guess. he also did a few funny quips about masturbation (u probably wont get why, but it's far from being vulgar) and insightful comments on the places he's been the people he's met. definately an enjoyable read, even though im not really a blog reader, or a reader much. there we go:
i think im gonna try a different way of blogging from now on. i wont say how, but yeah let's give it a trail period shall we :p
i just got really side tracked. but yeah nothing's really been happening. just been coughing my way through the last few days. and since i finished two fridays ago ive worked with only three days off. so yeah i guess good for my savings, but not good for my overall wellbeing.
let's hope i recover for monday, after work ive got some work celebrating-getting-through-first few-months thing on at...lucky coq's of all places lol and then bowling at strike...well pending how things go i might just skip bowling. product night is booked in for weds and i think there's something on the nineteenth...woo... but i think work should be less anyway :p
speaking of work ive been thinking about getting design work... that it's time. but there are things here nd there that well stop it from being an easy task, so yeah it's something that i really need to look into though, but for the NUMEROUS readers here, im advertising myself now, if u need the assistance of a designer say for a wedding cert or album cover lol...watever, give me a try...im not worth much right now, so u can probably get a cheap deal. you asians must be raising your arms right now in delight. harhar i know...no.
i wonder how my graduating friends will do this year as well. to me i cant even begin to comprehend how it must feel...i mean knowing my friends many probably havent considered it much, but yeah it's by far the biggest transition we'll have to get through. but..but i think it should b ok, i mean as long as u dont give up either u'll get off ur ass or someone will get u off ur ass ...eventually, just depends how long.
music wise ive been inspired by an artist by the name of shimizu shota, who at nineteen is already a smooth rnb performer. i first heard his latest single 'aishiteru' some weeks ago and it's been on the replay and has resulted in my getting his first single too 'home' which is a song that displays his wonderful range. yeah definItely someone to watch for. otherwise ive been replaying joe hisaishi's latest work for last years korean drama - the legend.
visually ive been enchanted by the latest taiga drama on nhk - atsuhime starring aoi miyazaki and eita :], following japan's gradual opening up in the mid eighteen-hundreds to early nineteenth c. - i think dont quote me on those dates. and also the emotionally draining and dramatic last friends starring even more top names. google it if ur interested but yeah definitely has been an interesting journey, every ep has been so drawing and heavy.
um..well that's about it...
im really liking these lyrics atm:
jason mraz - the remedy
I saw fireworks from the freeway
And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away 'Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring Now something on the surface it stings I said something on the surface Well it kind of makes me nervous Who says that you deserve this And what kind of god would serve this? We will cure this dirty old disease If you've got the poison I've got the remedy The remedy is the experience. This is a dangerous liaison I say the comedy is that it's serious. This is a strange enough new play on words I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend The rest of your nights with the light on So shine the light on all of your friends When it all amounts to nothing in the end. I won't worry my life away. I won't worry my life away. I heard two men talking on the radio In a cross fire kind of reality show Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack They were counting down the ways to stab The brother in the be right back after this The unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh Death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophy Dance with me, because if you've got the poison, I've got the remedy The remedy is the experience. This is a dangerous liaison I say the comedy is that it's serious. This is a strange enough new play on words I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend The rest of your nights with the light on So shine the light on all of your friends When it all amounts to nothing in the end. I won't worry my life away. I won't worry my life away. When I fall in love I take my time There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why Because The remedy is the experience. This is a dangerous liaison I say the comedy is that it's serious. This is a strange enough new play on words I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend The rest of your nights with the light on So shine the light on all of your friends When it all amounts to nothing in the end. I won't worry my life away. I won't worry my life away. I won't and I won't and I won't ---
ok time for some rest. adieu
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.w i l l (',') - barriers between the deep. May 11 the hell.what...the hell. my entry just disappeared into thin air. ok next time i guess.
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.w i l l ('.') - romantic ideals away. April 28 yes. the one to wake you up from your delirium. will be me.i just wanted to say how awesome the last episode of so you think you can dance was...i mean i usually dont commend television like that...but it was an awesome last episode. the dancing is always inspiring, i could have done with less montaging, but all good...and leona lewis omg she is awesome...to hear her live would be holyshitomfg... she had a falsetto that nearly blew the mic out...im serious...a ringing sound came up for a slight second or two during one of the bigger notes. and man, those eyes plus her skin colour and the pink, yeah she was hot as. but yeah definately someone to look out for...she seemed so humble too. yes! yeah it was good to see jack win, he seems like a good guy and a great dancer. it would have been nice to see any of the four for different reasons. though. the show was a bit long, but it was all good. bloody rove was sooo damn funny, one of the best episodes ive seen by far as well. jokes were flying left, right and center and i my cheeks were even sore from laughing! highlights were hugh jackman's interview, along with petespace. hamish and andy always do a great job in their own way and ryan shelton takes it from another p.o.v. and hughes haha what's not to like. anyway this is sounding a bit like a lame ass review, but yeah, i could have been doing hw..but o well i think it was worth it. im set for the week though i think. best of luck for others who have it tough too. here's a poem for you guys...though it's unrelated haha. --- again for the last time. 24.4.08 flutter do feelings for us fighting on vague ambition as though we were never strangers too late for the scramble back regret will drop from us soon enough --- thank you and good night. Gackt - 野に咲く花のように (pf.style) .w i l l ... - DANCE. LEONA. LAUGH. April 25 time will never be free anymore.i wonder how long it'll be until i post something else up haha. i've never thought about how my blogging would end up. it wasn't ever considered that id just stop back then...during my days of posting everyday, but now it has really changed, though not my intention, but it looks like i went on a bit of a 'break'.
typing this stuff up now brings back a funny nostalgic feeling, haha ...yeah even though it's only been months since the last real entry, the feeling of typing what im thinking from my head straight to a blank page gives you a certain feeling. ok here i go not really making sense, but oh well, it's not like we're face to face so i guess i dont have to really explain it.
so, yeah i was thinking about time before. when i was trying to come up with a name for this entry, i was like.."hmmm it's been so long, what's a good way of heralding or explaining this return?...well it's all about time isn't it? it takes time to do anything, and i havent really had the time to blog... so i havent had free time..." so i was just going to call this entry 'free time'. then i thought about it again and how well...as you get older, time does seem to equate more and more to money. i wondered about how the term was coined, whether they had considered the possible meaning it had to do with time in which you were paid with. well, at the end of the little mind trip i guess i settled on 'time will never be free anymore' cos im become an old bum, and will start to be tighter with my time. i mean as a kid...haha i think im still a kid now...(yeah i know age doesnt determine how 'young' or 'old' your mind is) as a kid i wasted a lot of time...that's how a mature person would put it, but to me, i think whatever you do, as long as you are in control, you can gain something from it. you just have to keep your eyes and mind open.
ok that was pretty BS. o well...what's written is written.
ok my brains not really ready to make sense this early in the morning (eleven am LOL) but yeah i just woke up ok...
anyhoo, yeah i did say i would post up my blog on the golden days at torquay, but yeah i think i'll keep it for now...and haha the massive archive ive kept since then ...i'll hold it off from being chucked onto here...cos yeah it's pretty pointless to post about two months ago isnt it? but it has been a good few months. since switching to monash it's been good. i think i can say that for sure now. i mean it hasnt changed me, but it has made things better and maybe one of the conditions fulfilled for me to grow to be GREATER, BETTER, STRONGER.... or WHATEVER! mmm yeah.
ok dang, i was gonna post a poem that i wrote out of guilt that i hadn't written in a while, but it's on the lappy :[. o well next time i guess then.
hmmm should i reflect on what ive been up to? well there have been quite a few bdays lately. jim's and chee's last month (omg last month...and we still havent finished organising the presents) alberts too, dil's and phils, julie's and xan's too. there were a few twentyfirsts so there was some depletion of funds from the bank of will. and man did they come at a busy time! but yeah they were all good... all good.
ok ive been distracted so it's time to finish this entry for now...
i shall be back.
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