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    June 16

    rethinking.

    bonjour defeat.
     
    for you i pray tonight
    i only hope you'll be alright
    that you smile again
    and see your fragile heart mend
     
    there is more that i would say
    if i could just show you the way
    more than what i could do
    to rescue you from you
     
    definitely easy amused
    always wearing a face bemused
    i know it was never so easy
    don't try and remember, keep it hazy
     
    sorry i made a mistake
    sorry i asked for more than i could take
    maybe it was a phase i hope
    or maybe that's how im trying to cope
     
    there is a lot more i wish for
    more than i could afford or
    reveal what i have always known
    about you to me you have never shown
     
    thought i could say it all
    find my voice to take the fall
    protect you with my best
    shield you from the worst
     
    but it is all the same
    this is me all over again
    in afraid to lose you, i lost me
    risking it all now isn't something i can see
     
    so this is goodbye
    this i say with a deep deep sigh
    it was never ever spoken
    but this is enough, already broken
     
    still i wish you happiness
    that you keep your smile, your best
    for though i have lost you
    know you won't have lost me, adieu
     
    ---
     
    i spent a few hours today reading jason mraz's blog entries.  he is one cool and collected musician.  he definately inspires me.  i tihnk i might catch him when he comes down in august.  he covers a lot of things in his blogs, lately he's being giving humorous travel tips, inspired by his recent world tour i guess.  he also did a few funny quips about masturbation (u probably wont get why, but it's far from being vulgar) and insightful comments on the places he's been the people he's met.  definately an enjoyable read, even though im not really a blog reader, or a reader much. there we go:
     
     
    i think im gonna try a different way of blogging from now on.  i wont say how, but yeah let's give it a trail period shall we :p
     
    i just got really side tracked.  but yeah nothing's really been happening.  just been coughing my way through the last few days. and since i finished two fridays ago ive worked with only three days off.  so yeah i guess good for my savings, but not good for my overall wellbeing.
     
    let's hope i recover for monday, after work ive got some work celebrating-getting-through-first few-months thing on at...lucky coq's of all places lol and then bowling at strike...well pending how things go i might just skip bowling.  product night is booked in for weds and i think there's something on the nineteenth...woo... but i think work should be less anyway :p
     
    speaking of work ive been thinking about getting design work... that it's time.  but there are things here nd there that well stop it from being an easy task, so yeah it's something that i really need to look into though, but for the NUMEROUS readers here, im advertising myself now, if u need the assistance of a designer say for a wedding cert or album cover lol...watever, give me a try...im not worth much right now, so u can probably get a cheap deal.  you asians must be raising your arms right now in delight. harhar i know...no.
     
    i wonder how my graduating friends will do this year as well.  to me i cant even begin to comprehend how it must feel...i mean knowing my friends many probably havent considered it much, but yeah it's by far the biggest transition we'll have to get through.  but..but i think it should b ok, i mean as long as u dont give up either u'll get off ur ass or someone will get u off ur ass ...eventually, just depends how long.
     
    music wise ive been inspired by an artist by the name of shimizu shota, who at nineteen is already a smooth rnb performer.  i first heard his latest single 'aishiteru' some weeks ago and it's been on the replay and has resulted in my getting his first single too 'home' which is a song that displays his wonderful range.  yeah definItely someone to watch for.  otherwise ive been replaying joe hisaishi's latest work for last years korean drama - the legend. 
     
    visually ive been enchanted by the latest taiga drama on nhk - atsuhime starring aoi miyazaki and eita :], following japan's gradual opening up in the mid eighteen-hundreds to early nineteenth c. - i think dont quote me on those dates.  and also the emotionally draining and dramatic last friends starring even more top names.  google it if ur interested but yeah definitely has been an interesting journey, every ep has been so drawing and heavy. 
     
    um..well that's about it...
     
    im really liking these lyrics atm:
     
    jason mraz - the remedy
     
    I saw fireworks from the freeway
    And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
    'Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
    Now something on the surface it stings
    I said something on the surface
    Well it kind of makes me nervous
    Who says that you deserve this
    And what kind of god would serve this?
    We will cure this dirty old disease
    If you've got the poison I've got the remedy

    The remedy is the experience.
    This is a dangerous liaison
    I say the comedy is that it's serious.
    This is a strange enough new play on words
    I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
    The rest of your nights with the light on
    So shine the light on all of your friends
    When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

    I won't worry my life away.

    I won't worry my life away.

    I heard two men talking on the radio
    In a cross fire kind of reality show
    Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
    They were counting down the ways to stab
    The brother in the be right back after this
    The unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh
    Death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophy
    Dance with me, because if you've got the poison,
    I've got the remedy

    The remedy is the experience.
    This is a dangerous liaison
    I say the comedy is that it's serious.
    This is a strange enough new play on words
    I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
    The rest of your nights with the light on
    So shine the light on all of your friends
    When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

    I won't worry my life away.

    I won't worry my life away.

    When I fall in love I take my time
    There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
    You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why

    Because

    The remedy is the experience.
    This is a dangerous liaison
    I say the comedy is that it's serious.
    This is a strange enough new play on words
    I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
    The rest of your nights with the light on
    So shine the light on all of your friends
    When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

    I won't worry my life away.

    I won't worry my life away.

    I won't and I won't and I won't
     
    ---
     
    ok time for some rest. adieu
     
    COLOR - If I...
    coughity cough.
     
    .w i l l (',') - barriers between the deep.

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    what the?. i thought tha ti just commented. and then. it disappeared.
     
    anyways. love that dude's blog :) tis coooooooooooooooL. at work however atm. supervisors haven't come in yet. so yes. will check out stuff later :) haha. CANT WAIT TIL LIKE. IN A WEEKS TIME. JUST OVER. YEAH>
     
    ok.
    June 16
    yayza. :)
     
    will comment in more detail when not at work. haha. came in early to check mail etc. haha.
     
    umm.
     
    yah. like th efeel of the poem. and the lyrics of that song. might check out the blog some time.
     
    lucky coq. only bn there once. and that was. torquay trip way back.
    June 16

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